Christmas Wishlist ♡

                         

Gudetama Figure ♡
I collect Funk Pop figures and Gudetama is one of my favorite sanrio characters so this is just screaming my name !! ♡.♡ 

Too Faced La Creme Lipstick ♡ 

Too faced released a new collection of their lipsticks and I'm dying to get the shades double bubble and sugar daddy!! I love pink lipsticks and I saw these swatches and they're so beautiful

Bonne Chance Collections Unicorn Dress  ♡ 

New Nintendo 3DS XL ♡ 

Ive never owned a 3DS, but I play animal crossing on my friends DS' all the time and I would love to have my own!

Marc Jacobs Daisy Rollerball Trio ♡ 

I love the daisy perfumes, and I would love to buy a full bottle someday, but I want to experiment with the others just to see which smell is long lasting and which one i prefer. So id love to get a trio set first!

Puppycat Plushie ♡  

I need because CUTE

Too Faced Chocolate Bon Bons Palette ♡

as you all know the new Too Faced palette came out last Tuesday! I was one of the people who snagged it right at midnight and I finally got my palette in the mail yesterday! ♡

You can get it on the Too Faced website and the palette is still in stock! They also have free shipping going on right now !! 

this is actually my first Too Faced palette to own, so I cant compare it to any of the chocolate bar palettes ;u; but this is by far my favorite one that I have ever owned!! It smells so yummy and just like chocolate ! The colors are also super pigmented and last all day, even without a eye shadow primer. This is my favorite selection of colors in a single palette because all of the colors compliment each other so well! There are only 4 matte shades and the rest are all shimmery.

 I think my favorite colors are cotton candy and satin sheets ♡

The packaging is also super adorable, and I hope i'm not the only one whose a sucker for cute packaging!

I know these aren't the best swatches but you'll have to forgive me because my cat chewed up my camera charger so I had to take these with my phone ;u;

I coated my arm with a urban decay eye shadow primer before applying the swatches! 

These shadows apply very smoothly and aren't loose at all! Which is great because eye shadow wont fall as you apply them ♡

I think this is an amazing palette and I recommend it to anyone!! 

I also purchased their new La Creme Lipstick shades in the color Unicorn Tears and I hope to be able to buy all of the spring collection ♡

Lipstick Swatches ♡

today I decided to try on all of my recently purchases lipsticks for you guys !! 

I hope you enjoy this swatch and review ♡

The first swatch I'm doing is Nyx's new line of Simply Vamp in Aphrodisiac! ☺︎ Ive never bought any vampy colors until this lip stick, and i don't think ill buy any more if I'm being honest. Dark colors look weird on me in my opinion, but lipstick wise its very hard to put on. Its very creamy and fat(the lip pencil that is) so its hard to get a good application and you have to apply so many layers to get it to one color that it comes out so much darker than wanted (｡•́︿•̀｡)

this next one is Nyx's suede lipstick in soft spoken. I actually really love this color !!! The application is so smooth and easy to put on, and its so creamy too! My only complaint is that its very sticky, like whenever i close my lips i can feel them sticking together. I think maybe this would not be a problem if I had a lip primer on underneath, but since I don't it flakes off super easy!

OKAY so, this one is the Too Faced Melted lipstick in Peony. This is the first Too Faced lipstick I ever bought and I love the color so much, but sadly I never have luck with Too Faced lipsticks. Their melted lipsticks seem to always be different from each other which makes me sad because Too Faced is my favorite brand ☹

anyways! i love pink colors, but i have to at least do two-three layers to get a good color going, and i find this lip stick to be very drying on my lips and easy to come off, but like I said each lipstick is different from the other!

This is another Too Faced Melted lipstick in the shade Violet. I love purples and I have no complaints with this one whatsoever!! The color is very moisturizing and easy to apply, the only thing thats annoying is that the tip to my appreciated is always stopped up for some reason so its hard to get it out.

This is Too Face's Melted in the shade Nude. I don't have many complaints about this one either, other than I find it to be very drying on my lips too and I always have to wear chapstick over it.

 This is Jeffree Stars liquid lipstick in the shade Anna Nicole. I love this lipstick because it is a matte, so it lasts all day. Literally, i can eat and drink with no problems!! The only thing is that I think it is also very drying (i seem to have a drying problem), but i find application to be super easy :)

This is Nyx's liquid matte lipstick in the shade Prague! I love this lipstick so much!! It is not drying at all for it being a matte! It keeps my lips super moist and it feels so good when you apply it to your lips as well!! It doesn't typically last all day so I only suggest wearing it if your able to touch up your lips every now and then ☺︎

and last but not least, Nyx's matte lipstick in the shade Aria! I think this is one of the first lipsticks I ever bought, but I love it. It lasts LITERALLY from the time i put it on to the time I wake up the next day!! I have even wiped it off once with a wet cloth AND IT WAS STILL STAINED ON MY LIPS!! I even wore this all day at a outdoor festival and it lasted throughout the hot, humid day!

I hope you guys enjoyed this swatch and found it helpful ♡

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anime i've watched ♡

♥Attack on Titan♥

Attack on Titan is about a world where Titans prey on humans and a bunch of people who 

join a scout regiment to defeat the titans and get revenge on everyone that they have killed in their hometown. I have a huge crush on Levi! He reminds me of myself almost ☺︎

this was the first anime I ever watched and I instantly fell in love, i definitely give it a 10/10 and this is the one anime I ALWAYS recommend to others !

♥ Sailor Moon Crystal ♥

AHHHH ! I love Sailor Moon ☺︎

Sailor Moon is about a girl named Usagi Tsukino who is chosen to be a guardian of justice and is sent on a quest to locate a Silver Crystal before the Dark Kingdom gets it first. I mostly love this anime because of Sailor Moon and Tuxedo Masks relationship, like this anime made me obsessed with romance! I rate it a 10/10♡

♥ Ano hana ♥

Let me start off that this anime seriously made me cry for two hours, definitely come prepared with a box of tissues. I don't want to spoil too much about this anime, but this is about a little girl who died when she was little and comes back as a ghost and brings all her friends back together to help solve the secret as to why she can't pass on to heaven. I give it a 9/10 :)

♥ Toradora! ♥

After watching Sailor Moon my friend recommend me this one since I loved the relationship between Sailor Moon and Tuxedo Mask, but I actually didn't really like this anime much. Its called a 'romance' but there is actually no romance until the very last episode, its mainly about a guy and girl helping each other get their crushes to notice them, but in the end fall for each other. I give it a 6/10

♥ Say I Love You ♥

Again, the same friend suggested me this anime since I still couldn't find the perfect romance anime I was looking for, and this one is so much better than Toradora! Basically Mei is the typically antisocial girl who everyone is scared of, but Yamato is interested in her and the anime basically just shows their relationship growing! I give a 8/10 :)

♥ Sword Art Online ♥

Let me say this anime is AMAZING. It has the perfect balance of romance and action which is my favorites in anime! The anime is about everyone being trapped in an online game and in order to log out they have to beat the game. I give it a 10/10 !! :)

my new tattoo ♡

Ive been wanting to get a self love tattoo for quite some time now, and i finally got it done !!!!!

i stepped out of my comfort zone and tried out a new shop called Centerline Tattoo in Rogers. Ironically a forearm piece is my dream tattoo placement (does that make sense?) so I'm surprised at myself for going somewhere different for such a important piece instead of going to my usual artist!

it came out so much better than I expected it would ♡

in the photo it was a day after getting it done so thats why it still looks fresh :)

the tattoo is currently still healing or else I would have updated the photo, but its in that gross peeling stage if you know what I mean, so I will try to post an updated photo once it is healed !!

 I just love it so much ♡ u ♡. Honestly it did hurt but compared to my other tattoos its one of the least painful ones. It took around an hour and most the time my skin starts to go numb after being tattooed for so long, but strangely it didn't this time. I would do it all over again though if I had to because its so amazing !!

My Tattoos ♡

for quite some time now I have been getting tattooed, I am constantly being asked what my tattoos are and/or what they mean to me. the photo below was my first tattoo which i got when i was just 16 !

this tattoo represents the two numbers 60 and 09! It was the day my dad was born and the day he passed away, considering the circumstances you can see why my step-mom let me get a tattoo at such a young age. I actually had really bad luck with this tattoo, the artist had told me to use neosporin to take care of it (neosporin takes out the ink in your tattoo but I did not know this yet) so I broke out in a huge rash, but i noticed it and quickly switch ointments (i use aquaphor now) and saved my precious baby ☺︎

My second tattoo is the word 'patience', it is in my own handwriting as well. I got this tattoo for my mom, whom also passed away. her favorite song was Patience by Guns n' Roses and she used to sing it to me to sleep and listen to it all the time, so it only seemed right to get this for her ♡

My third one I actually did my self !!!! this was the first tattoo I ever did! It isn't 100% clean but i didn't expect it to be perfect but I'm still proud of myself :)

I got a new moon because new moons represent new beginnings which takes me back to when my parents passed away, i continued looking forward and staying positive since new beginnings were about to happen.

My fourth one was another present from my step-mom!! i got it the last day of my junior year in high school. Ive always felt a passionate love for mountains, this is still my favorite tattoo out of all 11. i also got it because mountains symbolize overcoming obstacles and strength, and I consider myself a strong person after everything I've been through and all the obstacles I've overcome in this life.

this was my first one I got to get done myself!! I got this on my 18th birthday :) 

my step-mom paid for it as my present though, but this really has no meaning other than representing my teenage years, its just something I drew and found it very aesthetically pleasing, plus I wanted to get one of my own drawings on me! 

my sixth tattoo is in sanskrit and it means 'go with the flow' :)

i chose sanskrit because it think it is a beautiful language and the language of enlightment 

okay guys, maybe i lied, i think THIS is my favorite of all my tattoos !!!

mandalas are pretty much my symbol, they are my favorite things to draw and just represent so much in the universe and life. I had been dying to get a mandala for so long, i wanted to get a sleeve of them but i couldn't wait any longer and just got one :)

(i also drew this!!)

this is my eighth tattoo! i got it as a reward for me finishing high school :)

i collect crystals and amethyst is my favorite crystal of all, which is what is wrapped with the Peony! I had no real reason to get the peony, its just one of my favorite flowers and i think they're beautiful.

I read somewhere that the moon goddess left peonies to help reflect the moonlight, so we can go with that story! ☺︎

I got this tattoo the same time i got my peony one! its just pronounced how it looks, but it is german for miracle which i think this word crystallizes my whole life (i am also german, which is why its german).

this is a unalome symbol, this symbol is a representation of reaching elightment. the path starts at the center of the spiral, and as you continue down this path you are wandering, becoming more conscious of your surroundings. when you reach the top you have reached enlightment :)

this kind of goes with me learning to love myself and being happy/positive all the time!

this is my last tattoo! i actually gave this to myself a long time ago, but it faded really bad and I did so good on it the first time I gave it to me I was too scared to try again so I decided to get it touched up instead! this is the serotonin chemical, which is the happy chemical in your brain!!

i hope you all enjoyed my first blog post! if you want to learn more about tattooing, pain of the places i have, or just general tattoo questions let me know and Ill do my best! xx

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